Kaphrine

I knows it's been a loooong time
		01:58pm 18/09/2008
	But my husband Russ and I are trying to decide how to spell the name we have picked out for our son. If you havn't already told me your opinion please do! Braeden, Brayden, or Braden
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praying for you..

12:09pm 20/02/2008

mood:

crushed

http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2008/02/19/national/main3850052.shtml?source=mostpop_story

http://www.marshallindependent.com/News/articles.asp?articleID=19450

There were 4 deaths.. and to make it even worse my friend and co-worker has 3 children.. and 2 of them died in the accident. The younger of the two was a twin and his twin sister is still alive.. she missed the bus that afternoon.. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers along with everyone else involved.

http://kstp.com/article/stories/S351695.shtml?cat=1

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We're pregnant!!

04:20pm 23/01/2008

mood:

loved

If you would like to be updated on our pregnancy Russ and I will be posting videos on youtube fairly often. Feel free to watch them and subscribe if you would like.
Thanks!
Kate

heres the link - http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=stareyez86

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Not really sure whether to laugh,, or cry
		09:24pm 29/11/2007
	http://www.handicappedpets.com/wizard/pt.htm
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09:23pm 27/10/2007

mood:

tired

Well, I have had 2 seizures in the past week. Both of them were really bad. My birthday was friday and on that morning I had another grand mal and had to be taken by ambulance to the er again. But on the bright side they moved my appointment with the neurologist up from Nov. 7th to Dec. .. 3rd I think. So that's a really great thing! I just want to get on something so that I can live my life.

I managed to get a really icky cold from somewhere.. I think I got it from Jax. That's okay though.

I really don't have anything else to say. I took some Nyquil so I am really ready for bed right now.

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Good and bad..

06:38pm 16/10/2007

mood:

creative

Got some good news.. my E.E.G results came back as normal so that means I don't have epilepsy. Bad news, they don't know what is wrong with me. I haven't had a seizure in over a week so that is great! I look at it as possibly the end but in the back of my mind I am thinking that I am due for one any day now.

In other news, it was Russ's birthday yesterday. We decided not to exchange birthday gifts this year but I did get him a card and wrote a personal message in it. It still feels weird to be a wife. I keep forgetting that I am Kate Berreth now and I am always writing Kate Livermore! I am sure I will get used to it soon. We have been married for over 3 months now. Crazy.

It is so crazy how fast time goes. I remember in high school that it moved so slow and I would have given anything for time to speed up! Now I would give anything for it to slow down!

I was on youtube earlier and I discovered someone named Marie Digby, you should check her out. She rocks. http://www.youtube.com/user/MarieDigby

I think that's all I have to say today.. It's a weird day here. Very dark and dreary outside.. For some reason.. I like it. I sat outside today for like a half hour.. just looking at the leaves and sky.

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Bad day

11:40pm 01/10/2007

mood:

discontent

I'm having a really bad day. I have realized how sad it is to have to worry about how I am going to get where I need to go because I can't drive and how I can't be left alone for fear I will have a seizure and not be able to get back up or be need of medical help and not be able to get it. It seems like it is a very real possibility considering that my first seizure for some reason I stopped breathing. I am afraid of dying. My life has been so amazing since I met Russ that I just can't imagine it ending. And how hard it would be on him.. I want to have children and have a career.. I have my EEG on Wed. so that should help me feel better knowing what is wrong.

Tomorrow I am going to the Taste of Home Cooking Show with my Mom and Grandma. I am really looking forward to it. I never get out anymore. Plus you get free stuff!!

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Sore

06:42pm 30/09/2007

mood:

uncomfortable

I am so sore today. It hurts to move anything. It's been raining here. I like it. I think I have figured out a trick to predicting my seizures, I remember feeling very good right before the seizure.. almost like I feel when I am on my pain pills. Not sure if that really means anything or not. I am really scared for the EEG on Wed. I am afraid that they will find something.. I am also afraid that they won't. I wish I knew what to expect through this all.

I really don't feel like talking about this anymore and I have nothing else to talk about.

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Just a quick update

10:56pm 29/09/2007

mood:

chipper

I had another seizure tonight around 8pm I was in the kitchen making dinner when I just fell.. My cats came to my rescue immediately, or so I thought! They started to eat the food I dropped and completely ignored me!!! But all is well. At least I didn't have such a big mess to clean up then! I didn't seem to get hurt. I know I will be sore in the morning though. The last one I had my whole body was sore even my jaw! So.. I will update tomorrow I am sure because I will not be able to get up and do anything else I am sure! I was able to get up and call Russ, who was at a friends house. He came right away and now we are watching Saturday Night Live. Night all!

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02:14pm 24/09/2007

mood:

lethargic

Well, I had my MRI today. It was loud! I shoud get the results back from that by Thursday. I have an EEG on Oct. 3rd I am really nervous for this becuase they want me to get like no sleep and to have no stimulants because they are going to try to induce a seizure. I want this to all be over with. It's really frustrating to not be able to drive anywhere or do anything without someone needing to know where I am. I know that everyone just cares but.. I don't know.

I have a ton to do around the house but I just can't do any of it. It's one of those days where I just want to sleep all day and listen to the rain fall. Russ is gone tonight so I have the whole night to myself. I had other things to talk about but my neighbors distracted me and I seem to have forgotten them!

Hope all is well!

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Seizures

12:56pm 21/09/2007

mood:

scared

Well, I just got done at the doctor's office. I found out that I had a Gran Mall Seizure on wed. moring at about 6:25 am. I am now having to be tested for epilepsy beacuse I have had 2 smaller seizures since I had the first one.

I am scared. Even my Doctor is scared. I am not allowed to drive or even to be alone until they find out what is wrong. I just wish I was normal!!..

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life
		07:02pm 20/09/2007
	I have had a whole lot of things going on right now in my life. So I think I will start posting again. I'll update tomorrow after my doctors appointment.
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Forever and Always
		03:05pm 26/07/2007
	I'm married! There is a lot of other news but I don't have enough time. But as of 7-7-07 I am Katherine Berreth.
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all the cool kids are doing it! Where do you rank?

08:50pm 28/01/2007

I never post anymore I know.. But I saw this and had to do it.

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Update
		05:48pm 25/07/2006
	I know that I havn't updated in a very long time but I wanted to let you all in on some awsome news. Russ and I got engaged on Sat. July 15th. We have set the wedding date of October 26th 2007!! Just wanted to update quick with that. We are getting our engagement photos taken on august 12th so I will post pics as soon as they are done. Russ and I also bought a house in Marshall and have been living in it for about 3 weeks now. I will post some pics of that as well! Hope all is well with everyone!!
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		01:25pm 30/01/2006
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		11:33am 03/09/2005
	I am still alive. I really am. Sorry it has been so long. School has been keeping me pretty busy. Hope all is well with everyone. Danni- I still havn't looked at your wedding pictures. I will soon though, I promise. I live with Jackie at the dorms now. And I am dating Russ.. from.. KKCK. you all know him. I know you do! Anway, I have been spending a lot of time with him. I have only slept 2 nights at the dorms since I moved here. I have been staying at Russ's the other nights I really have to go, though. I am on my way to Austin, MN soon with Russ. Later
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		05:59pm 30/07/2005
	http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/4730061.stm#map Wow.. Another planet
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		08:05pm 29/07/2005
	http://www.dopegame.com/index.php?ref=26041 Do it!
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		02:00pm 15/07/2005
	I had a blast last night. I have had a blast the past 3 nights. Starting with Jackie's welcome... home.. party.. lol. Then we had another party. And then last night Justin Wilson got ahold of me and invited me to go to this concert in Soiux Falls. It was this like 80's concert.. but it was awsome! I had SOOOOO much fun. I've never been to a real concert before! Now.. I have to go to work. Tonight I am going to brookings and on sat. I am going to Marshall. I'm busy!
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02:15pm 10/07/2005

mood:

chipper

I want to read this
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0671027344/ref=pd_sxp_f/104-0516937-5312743

I need to get a credit card!

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		12:23am 05/07/2005
	I'm so .... Blah.
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08:44am 05/06/2005

mood:

crushed

I am not having a good day.

I got a called last night from a friend of the family asking me if I was okay. I said I was and asked what she meant. She told me that there was a really bad car crash by my house and she was just making sure it wasn't me. I said I would check it out. I drove over there and it looked pretty bad, there were 2 ambulances, a fire trusk, and at least 4 cops. I decided not to stick around to find out what happened. I called my 2 friends that live near there to make sure they were both okay after finding out it wasnt them I thought nothing more of the accident. It wasnt any of my buisness. I came back home and went to my room. I talked to Josh until about 1:30. I had a weird dream a dream about the events that had happened on that evening. It was my dads best friend Lee, he was here and had been drinking. We tried telling him to stay but he wouldnt. He is a stubborn man. This was my dream. But it actually happened. It was like I was just going over the events almost like it was on tape or something. So, I hear the phone ring this morning really early then I hear my dad scream. I didn't know what to think. I sat there for a bit. My mom went into my brothers room. Then Brian started to bawl.... I knew they were comming to talk to me next. When mom walked in I knew it was bad.. very bad.. I actually thought at first it had something to do with my grandmother.. Then mom said.. "Honey, remember that accident last night?" I said that I did.. "Well.. It was Lee Benz.. He was killed in it" Then I started to bawl. Now we are all sitting around having a cup of tea.. I am thinking to myself.. What if I had just mae him stay... What if.... I hate the what ifs. They are so stupid. What ifs....... Nevermind..

So.. i'm really not having the best day. I called work and told them I wouldnt be there today. They arnt happy with me but fuck them

R.I.P. Lee

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		03:23pm 04/06/2005
	Not that many will care but.. I managed to get another boyfriend. His name is Josh. Hes sweet. Very fun. But.. more importantly.. I miss Jackie. A lot. A whole whole lot.
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		08:33am 18/05/2005
	I'm graduating in about a week. School is out for me on friday. It's really weird for me. I cannot beleive that this time is already here. I cannot tell if I am ready for the end. Everyone is invited to my Grad party on Sat. the 28th from 1-4 pm at the fireside room at Our Saviors Lutheran Cruch in Canby! I love you all! Don't think of this as the end but the begining of something new.
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3 Rules.
		03:42pm 11/05/2005
	Rule #1 - Young people die. Rule #2 - You cannot change rule number 1 Rule #3 - Somebody has to walk the point
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		06:48pm 09/05/2005
	I love me some Asking Abby. Go check 'em out. http://www.myspace.com/askingabby http://www.angelfire.com/indie/askingabby/
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		03:50pm 07/05/2005
	( Prom and other pics! )
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		02:42am 07/05/2005
	I fucked up boys and girls. Big time.
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Sappy movies, Kleenex, Teddy bears, And 2 Darvocet
		10:37pm 06/05/2005
	all the ingredients to a perfectly depressing evening. its been a REALLY long time since I toon any pain killers. But.. I gave in tonight. I just took 2. And they were actually my prescription. Soo... I was allowed to take them. Actually was supposed to take them. I just took my pills. I made my bed and put lots of teddy bears on it and now im going to curl up and watch lifetime movie network for the rest of my evening. Im really not sure why im feeling this way. I feel depresed. Almost like killing myself or something totally .. irrational. i won't. I really won't don't worry or anything. Its just that feeling. Like who cares if my world were to come to an end. You know? Or not? Anyway. Im happy. I really am.. But im so depressed. I need to get some help. I don't know. This isnt normal. And Im prolly hurting my friend(s?) by acting this way. But.. I dont know. Things will get better. I know they will. They have to because they cant possibly get any worse. If God brought you to it, he will bring you through it. Love, Kate X-posted in MySpace http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4782433
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		08:26pm 06/05/2005
	My cousin has been trying to get pregnant for some time now. She can't. They have tried everything. They finally got her pregnant and the baby died. they tell her she can never have children. She is devastated as am I. It makes me mad that someone can just go have an abortion and kill their kid when some ppl cant even have children. No, don't take this the wrong way. I am ALL for abortion. I am not, however, all for people not being able to have a child. I feel so badly for her. I would have a baby for her. In a heartbeat........... Im sorry Shelly. I love you.
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		07:12am 06/05/2005
	I did not sleep at all last night. Not one hour. Not one min. Not one second. I am not tired. I am going to school now..
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		07:44pm 05/05/2005
	If anyone would like to be invited to my graduation party please e-mail me with your address so I can send it out!
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stolen from someone who stole it from someone else.
		04:01pm 05/05/2005
	Today is one in 7000. Today at 5:05:05 am & pm the time will be 05:05:05 05/05/005.... 05.05.005 comes only once in 1000 years and coinciding with Thursday (5th Day of the week) comes only once in 7000 yrs.
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All the kool kids are doing it.
		06:01pm 04/05/2005
	Comment here with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you. Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal.
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		01:57pm 04/05/2005
	( This is justice?! )
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		01:50pm 04/05/2005
	Im alive. Just wanted you all to know that. I never post. Sorry. If you care you will read my Myspace. http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4782433
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08:01pm 28/04/2005

How to make a razababe

Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

3 parts crazyiness

5 parts empathy

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

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		06:57pm 28/04/2005
	Prom on Sat. Pictures on Sunday. Be happy for me. Im excited :)
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		08:09pm 27/04/2005
	I have discovered ... something so awsome.. I cant even explain it.. Her name is Ellie Lawson. And I love her music. I actually saw her on Ellen http://www.ellielawson.com/ check her out. for real
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		07:07am 27/04/2005
	Happy 18th birthday Jackie!!
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Have you ever...
		06:10pm 24/04/2005
	( ) Snuck out of the house ( ) Gotten lost in your city (X) Saw a shooting star ( ) Been to any other countries besides the United States (x) Had a serious surgery (x) Gone out in public in your pajamas ( ) Kissed a stranger (x) Hugged a stranger ( ) Been in a fist fight ( ) Been arrested ( ) Won a fist fight ( ) Lost a fist fight (x) Done drugs (X) Had alcohol (x) Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose (x) Pushed all the buttons on an elevator ( ) Made out in an elevator ( ) Slept in an elevator (X) not swore to your parents ( ) Kicked a guy where it hurts. ( ) Been in love (x) Been close to love (x) Been to a casino ( ) Been skydiving ( ) Broken a bone (x) Been high (x) Skinny-dipped (X) Skipped school (x) Done the splits (X) Played spin the bottle (x) Gotten stitches (x) Had an IV ( ) Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (x) Bitten someone ( ) Been to Niagara Falls ( ) Lived on a island (X) Gotten the chicken pox (X) Kissed a member of the opposite sex ( ) Crashed into a friend's car ( ) Been to Japan ( ) Ridden in a taxi (x) Been dumped ( ) Shoplifted ( ) Been fired (X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) Stole something from your job ( ) Stole office supplies for a better world (x) Gone on a blind date (X) Lied to a friend (X) lost a friend (x) Had a crush on a teacher ( ) Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans ( ) Been to Europe ( ) Slept with a co-worker ( ) Been married ( ) Gotten divorced ( ) Had children (x) Saw someone die ( ) Had a sibling die ( ) Had a parent die (X) Any other family members die ( ) Been to Africa ( ) Been to Canada ( ) Been to Mexico ( ) Been on a plane (x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show ( ) Thrown up in a bar ( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire ( ) Eaten Sushi (X) Been snowboarding (x) Been wakeboarding (X) Met someone in person from the Internet. ( ) Been moshing at a rock show (x) Cut yourself on purpose ( ) Been to a motocross show ( ) Lost a child ( ) Gone to college ( ) Graduated college ( ) Done hard drugs (x) Tried killing yourself (x) Taken painkillers (x) Love someone
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		01:03pm 24/04/2005
	Things are really weird. I had fun last night with Jackie. I really don't feel like typing it all out though. I feel pretty crappy. I have this really weird thing on my ankle. It's like a bump.. but it't attached to my bone. It's werid. I shall make a doctor appointment to get it looked at.
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		10:30pm 17/04/2005
	I just ordered Jackies birthday presents! Im posting this to make Jackie mad. To make her want to know what I got her. But she cant know. So shhhhhhh
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Kate wants real bad! big long Napoleon sigh
		08:52pm 17/04/2005
	http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=197&item=7508041132&rd=1
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02:06pm 17/04/2005

mood:

chipper

I went on a date last night. I had fun. Lots of fun. The end

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		07:20pm 11/04/2005
	Miss USA is on at 8:00 pm. Whos watchin? :EDIT: Miss North Carolina crowned Miss USA 2005 http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/english/doc/2005-04/12/content_433486.htm WOOHOO. im so excited. Not.
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		10:35am 09/04/2005
	I just got back from the doctor. I have Influenza. AND bronchitus. however you spell that. Damnit. i REALLY wanted to go to that asking abby concert tonght in brookings with Jax
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		09:22pm 08/04/2005
	I have the flu. I feel REALLY REALLY gross. Someone come take care of me. Every muscle in my body hurts. My head is killing me. And this is the first time i've been out of bed all day. My boobs even hurt. My hair too. And I have slept all day. no tv even. HELP! ahhhh pukes
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		03:13pm 03/04/2005
	Last night was fun. It started out as just Jax and I. Very lame. Then 2 ppl showed up.. we didnt know them. lol. then becky, matt, josh, seth and kirsten showed up. So i kicked out the other 2 that had showed up. They were pertty drunk. they ended up driving past screaming shit at us. Anyway, then about a half hour later Troy comes out and he brought those 2 idiots back. we let them stay cuz troy is kool. Then one of the 2 guys passed out in troys truck, the other in a chair. Becky and Josh went up to him and pushed him over.. God was that funny. Then.. we all got really really drunk.. and no one left until like 4:30 this morning. Wow. What fun. Now Its flippin awsome outside, and i have to stay in and do homework. Perhaps i will sit outside and do it...
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